Keep Putting Things Off

I have become a procrastinator. I keep putting things off. Things like laundry, dishes, house cleaning, blogging, grocery shopping, pretty much everything. I have no motivation or desire to do any thing. I hate this part of who I am. I'm falling back into my depression. Guess it's time to up the Vitamin B. The cloudy cool days we have had over the last two weeks haven't helped. I believe part of this is going through the grief of losing L2. I had a huge meltdown today in church. We sang L2's hymn that we sang as her lullaby - "The Old Rugged Cross" - and I could not control my emotions - had to leave service. She's been on my mind so much lately. Guess I need to focus and go back to having a daily "To Do List" in order to get something done. I so wanted to make my 300th post something special. However, the sparkle is lacking in my life right now. I'm on a hunt to find it!