Rambling Emotions

It has been a tough week. My emotions have been on overload. I've been thinking a lot about my brother who passed away this past July. It started last Sunday and is still continuing. Last week as I was getting ready for church, I put on one of my favorite skirts and sat down for a good cry. Not because it didn't fit, but because it was the skirt I wore 9 years ago to my brother's wedding. Couldn't wear the skirt...each day continued the same. Putting M to bed is hard because right across the hall from his door is a picture of my brother, two sisters, and I which was taken the last time we were all together. Silly things set me off - like reading a story about a cross-country truck driver (something Bub did) or telling my son I love him (I've shortened his "Bubba" nick name to Bub). Today would have been Bub and Kathy's 9th anniversary. I couldn't call Kathy because my copy of her phone number is in my cell phone which isn't working...but I haven't stopped thinking of her. May God bless her and keep her as she continues on with life. My sister-in-law is an awesome woman! Thank you for loving my brother.